June 2011
Make me cry for hours and you won’t even pick up the phone.
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My eyes are all puffy from last night.
“The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had.”
A lot of times I wish I had some sort of addiction to keep my mind off of things, calm me down…
God I’ve been bawling for 2 hours on and off. I am so physically and emotionally tired but I can’t sleep. Music tears me apart. I just want to punch him over and over but I know I’d just melt and start crying.
It 4:41 AM and I’m stuck here awake and alone, crying and worthless. Congratulations on making me feel like complete shit.
I really wish I could just not care. I wish I could feel numb. Somehow I always manage to care way too much. My feelings get hurt so easily. One day my heart’s going to disappear from all of this treatment and then I’ll be numb.
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All I have left is no one.
No one really cares,
No one says he loves me,
But no one’s never there.
No one can console me,
When he’s the reason I’m down.
No one isn’t trying,
He’s leaving out of town.
All I have left is no one.
Nothing for no one to say.
Just those three stupid words,
Only said to get his way.
No one is crushing my heart,
Making it smaller day by...
I have no one. I feel pathetic and worthless.
Why am I watching man vs food all it does is make me hungry.
I probably should keep this on my progress blog, but come on, I’m excited. I’ve finally lost weight after a month! I’m starting to see genuine differences in my body and my energy.
